VCTMS - Cynic Lyrics
We're afraid to admit that we're all a little mad
One bad day can change the sanest man
Our mask of sanity is about to slip
Triggering psychosis never fitting in...
VCTMS - Ask Yourself Lyrics
Nothing's ever been beautiful
I thought that for quite some time
Everything ends and everyone dies
Death is a constant that I think about all the time
Where do I place these thoughts
Who can understand
How alone I feel
Ho...
VCTMS - Lobotomy Lyrics
Living in the darkest of days
Lost all my faith, it withered away
I chose to trust in others, thinking they would do the same
But I found out they use you for their personal gain
No more wishful thinking
Come out empty handed
...
VCTMS - Spoken Slander Lyrics
I got fucking played
You hid your real fucking face
Now we see your true colors
Everything you said was just a lie
You gave me all this bullshit, but in the end i'll be alright
You pushed me off the edge, i'm tied of thi...
VCTMS - De/tached Lyrics
Hollow, i'm dead behind the eyes
Barely breathing, i'm hardly alive
My pain is constant, i'm addicted to the hurt
Set aside my emotions, they never come first
Should I get my hopes up? Should I not?
Sometimes the...
VCTMS - Sinister Lyrics
Violent streaks and loss of sleep
Over thinking will be the death of me
Uncontrollable emotions i'm right at home
Ceased all forward motion, emptiness has taken it's toll
Sickness works it's way in, keep praying to...
VCTMS - Strange // Sadness Lyrics
I had nowhere to go felt lost and alone
Abandoned I gave up my effort of having control
Struggling to breathe the crippling disease
Took everything I had right under my feet
I drowned in the sadness was buried in stress
Thought a ...
VCTMS - Know & Loathe Lyrics
I don't understand anybody and nobody will ever understand me
And i'm tired of trying to explain myself because I don't see
The point anymore
My feelings have escaped me
And I've come to terms that i'll neve...
VCTMS - Cognitive // Closure Lyrics
Still hollow and dead behind the eyes
I know i'm barely breathing, struggling to stay alive
My pain remains constant, i've always been addicted to the hurt
Set aside these emotions, they've never come first
Brittle...
VCTMS - Subdued Lyrics
The last thing that went through my head
Was a bullet I carved your name in
And I didn't get into heaven
But I thought i'd let you know I wish I never let you in
Love oh we'll never have enough, the insubstantial feel...
VCTMS - Sick // Tired Lyrics
My head is a prison
That nobody visits
I'm stuck in this hell
And I can't find an exit
I wish things were different
I wish I could help it
Stress keeps building
I can't fucking fix this
I'm a victim to...
VCTMS - Demon // Limbs Lyrics
Inability to cope with life effectively can't pinpoint why
I'm worrying excessively
Overthinking was the death of me, mentally
Checked out and forgotten all about rationality
Nothing makes sense in my head anymore
It...
VCTMS - Anesthetic Lyrics
Time stands still while all our days fade
Watch life pass you by I bet your heart breaks
And you tell me that you're okay?
Heart overshadowed by greed and disdain
I'll forever pity the living
Putting faith into a world t...
VCTMS - I'm Thinking Of You All The While Lyrics
Take me, make me feel nothing
Take me, here I lay empty
Mr. Sandman, still sick of being alone
My uncontrolled emotions still the only thing that makes me feel at home
Without you, I'm miserable at best
A chronic liar, a h...
VCTMS - Seperation // Sickness Lyrics
(feat. Hunter Young of Culture Killer)
Loss loss it's all we've got
Convince me you're sorry when I know that you're not
Damage is delt, life loses it's cause
The will to move on comes at a cost
It c...
VCTMS - Left Behind Lyrics
Life Is a constant struggle that always leads me here
In the fucking dark living in this constant fear
I'm left behind while others follow the fucking sheep
I'm left behind while others follow the fucking weak
I'm fin...
VCTMS - Tape // Worm Lyrics
I aged each day while stress weighed heavy on my psyche
Night brings a hearse and i've felt fucking dead lately
My disposition is intrusive and i've been having difficulty
Accepting the fact i'm the reason for my mis...
VCTMS - Crippling // Form Lyrics
Stuck in a rut
I'm existing in the in between
Still empty and splitting at the seams
Misery, so good at killing my self esteem
The one of my dreams, still lucky you love me
Even when I don't love myself
You Make me ...
VCTMS - Perception Of A Cold Heart Lyrics
(feat. Ben Keller of Villains)
I'm not the person I use to be
Something's lost inside of me
I'm so bitter cause I'm always alone
I have nowhere that i can call my own
I have no one to turn to and no one t...
VCTMS - The Past Tense Lyrics
Treacherous memories just wanted to forget
Madness my emergency exit
I can close the door on all the dreadful things that happened
Until I let myself slip
And give into your sins
Bleed the thoughts in the back your head
Spinning...
VCTMS - Misery // Blooms Lyrics
Here I decay with all that I am
Isolate me, everyone come take a stab
Red at both corners of my eyes
Convulsion in my veins, watch me fucking snap
Hate is what brought me here
Bloodthirst devours all my peers
The venom seeps ...
VCTMS - Stasis Lyrics
Clocks ticking & I'm losing myself to my mind
Bed of nails scraping by on borrowed time
I guess every rose has it's thorn right?
I guess everyone's gotta die sometime
The people closest to you, hurt you
In wa...
VCTMS - The Nine Lyrics
Hold my breathe until I can't breathe
Close my eyes until I can't see
Cut my circulation till I go numb
Pull the trigger back till lead fills my lungs x2
Resentment I know it all too well
A feeling that lies inside my...
VCTMS - Beautifully // Depressing Lyrics
It's been a long time since i've felt right
I've been dying to leave as I bleed on the inside
Was there any weight in the words exchanged?
I'll numb myself instead, let the cancer spread cause
You've suck...
VCTMS - Bitter // Relief Lyrics
Bury me in the deep six
Deep breaths, let it set in
Tear my mind into pieces
Just let me fall apart
Bury me in the deep six
Deep breaths, let it set in
Tear my mind into pieces
Watch me fall apart
Clawing out, I can fe...
VCTMS - Was It Worth It? Lyrics
Clinging to self depreciation and dissociation
I've dug holes so deep relying on self medication
Even with separation from the world, i'm losing to this sickness
My coping mechanisms became destructive
And counter produ...
VCTMS - Death Perception Lyrics
(feat. Cade Armstrong & John of The Last Ten Seconds Of Life)
I've about had it with my antics
Overdramatic, and manic i'm unbalanced
Bitter romantic and problematic
Might as well kill me while you're at it
...
VCTMS - Halfway // Happy Lyrics
Blank face, emotionless, anxiety renders me useless
And i'm stuck between a rock and a hard place
Six feet deep, feeling guilty over past mistakes
I'm burnt out, the light in my eyes flicker
The anger pent up fucking grows...
VCTMS - The Relapse Process Lyrics
Incomplete, you completed me
But who am I kidding in reality you ruined me
I miss my innocence, wish I could fix this
Gone beyond repair, desperations all that's there
Incomplete, you completed me
But who am i kidding in real...
VCTMS - Emptiness And Everything In Between Lyrics
Sickness worked its way in
Keep praying to these demons within
I always give in, in hell I dwell
Born into misery, it loves my company
Resentment it knows me best, give into it so easily (it's) a feeling I can't repress...
VCTMS - Devil's // Door Lyrics
I'm better off hanging from that ceiling
When I found everything a little less appealing
Now i'm dulled out and the worst has yet to come
My bitterness & self loathing has finally won
I'm better off hanging from t...
VCTMS - A Lonely Place Of Dying Lyrics
The anesthetic never set in and i'm wondering what the hell i'm doing here
My body's giving out on me
Despite the pills and all this fucking therapy
The anesthetic never set in and i'm wondering if i'll ...
VCTMS - Abstract Lyrics
In a bind, in a fucking bind
I'm sick of living this hopeless life of mine
No trust in anyone they're all the same
No sense of direction or confidence, i'm built on mistakes
I'm a cynical wreck, a chronic liar, m...