Pharmakon - Transmission Lyrics
I had a conversation
It lasted nearly an hour
Held no words
And carried the weight
Of the state of things so held...
Pharmakon - Nakedness Of Need Lyrics
How starkly human
Desperate for the sense of vantage
Over all versions of it's own reflection
The deep, serrated nausea
Quaking, it sheds
Down to the nakedness of need
So bound to it...
Pharmakon - Autoimmune Lyrics
I'm a stranger in this vessel
And estranged and separate
The hand does not recognize its own touch
Between the action and its result
The tongue which damns the rest
Connecting self to simple flesh
Autoimmune inflicts itself...
Pharmakon - No Natural Order Lyrics
The chance nature of existence
Ours is no special significance
All things opposed to reason
Logic is a construct of the human
Despite all our scrambling rejections
We cannot transcend all of our instincts
Just animals lost in a ...
Pharmakon - Deprivation Lyrics
There is an all-devouring hunger
Which distends deprivation
It is no aberrant anomaly
But endogenous and autonomic
Ordained by our very nature
Further dilated
By the ever-enclosing discord
We now see as normal
It carves a ch...
Pharmakon - Homeostasis Lyrics
How many vacant spaces
Can be filled with empty words
What amount of silence
Can be stacked to form
Of homeostasis
Static complacency
A deafening wall of static
Humming din of delusion
The wait will be long
...
Pharmakon - Spit It Out Lyrics
They will sniff you out
With savage detection
To lay claim over your autonomy
And feed their gluttonous intentions
They will chew and suck you dry
Within an inch of your life
You don't have to let them
You don't have...
Pharmakon - Pitted Lyrics
I feel
An evil pull
I see them
Deep in the pull
I see them
I feel them
The empty self
I hate
This empty self
The empty self
The empty self
I hate myself
Hate...
Pharmakon - Ache Lyrics
Leave it out
All out
Today
Killing me
It's here
Your ache
Something
That feels
And crawls
Like a snake
Get it out
Cancerous
Get out, get out
Lose yourself
To the red death
Leave it out
All out
Today...
Pharmakon - Self-Regulating System Lyrics
Running in circles like frightened cattle
In a frenzied stampede
Caught in the spiral of cause and effect
Maybe self destruction is a viable
Self regulating system
Negative feedback stop gap
Deferring constructive di...
Pharmakon - Pristine Panic / Cheek By Jowl Lyrics
[Pristine Panic]
You've felt this before
In a raw and honest moment
Of pre-word amorphous thought
Primal and pristine panic
The taste of forbidden fruit
In your mouth and at the tip of your tongue
An instant before the...
Pharmakon - Intent Or Instict Lyrics
We have the bitter knowledge
Of that vacuum
The realized void
Which tears body away from self
We have the bitter knowledge
Bitter knowledge
Bitter knowledge
Bitter knowledge
Bitter knowledge
What's bred in bone ...
Pharmakon - Bang Bang Lyrics
[Verse]
I was five and he was six
We rode on horses made of sticks
He wore black and I wore white
He would always win the fight
[Refrain]
Bang bang, he shot me down
Bang bang, I hit the ground
Bang bang, that awful sound
...
Pharmakon - Body Betrays Itself Lyrics
It gnaws on its own tail
Feeding into and upon itself
Succubus ouroboros
Chewing whole to self ingest
It takes what I can't give
The body betrays itself
It gnaws on its own tail
Feeding into and upon itself
Succubus ...
Pharmakon - Sour Sap Lyrics
Burning bush
Burning
Cleanse me by fire
Of the sins you fed to me
Through the bearing of your bitter fruit
And the sour sap
That trickles down to soak your roots
Through the bearing of your bitter fruit
And the sour sap
...
Pharmakon - Bestial Burden Lyrics
A thing without reflection
It sees itself only in shadow
It does not recognize its blankness
It can not recognize its darkness
And I look for my shadow
With a lamp in the daylight
And I'm looking for my shadow
And I re...
Pharmakon - Sleepwalking Form Lyrics
Sleepwalking form
I slowly trembled
Then awoke again
Then awoke again
Enstasy, the tickle of panic
Of a sentence drawn
Nipping at my heels
Nipping at my heels
Nipping at my heels
Sleepwalking form
I slowly trembled
...
Pharmakon - Milkweed / It Hangs Heavy Lyrics
Hooked into me
Like a burr
A single thorn
Anemic bond
Seeping through nylon
Leaking from under gloves
Stuck in milkweed
Hooked into me
Like a burr
A single thorn
Anemic bond
Seeping through nylon
Leaking from unde...
Pharmakon - Crawling On Bruised Knees Lyrics
Plucked from the ground
Severed at the roots
And carrying the wind
To a wretched crepuscule
Crawling on bruised knees
Grasping in the dark
Spill 'til I'm pitted
And sweat 'til I'm ripe
Spill 'til ...