Kamikaze Girls Berlin Lyrics

I feel like I'm having a heart attack
And I can't breathe
You're putting me into a box
And I can't escape
My friends lie over borders
My leaders just lie
My beliefs change with the weather
And I don't believe I'm right

And I know now I wasn't cut out for this
I know now that I couldn't exist
As a tiny dot in a concentrated
City with no spirit

It happened that night in Berlin
I lost my self
I stood to the back of the venue
And I worried about my mental health
No one could ever help me
I sat in that van for hours
I changed my mind with the weather each day
And now I'm learning to live with the outcome

And I know now I wasn't cut out for this
I know now that I couldn't exist
As a tiny dot in a concentrated
City with no spirit

London you're killing me
Where is your heart?
You've felt the wrath of a thousand empty departures and now it's my turn

My friends lie over borders
My leaders just lie
My beliefs change with the weather
And I don't believe I'm right

And I know now I wasn't cut out for this
I know now that I couldn't exist
As a tiny dot in a concentrated
City with no spirit