Venatici Who I Ll Be Lyrics

Counting up the hours
Since I last felt myself
And I know it's quite cliché to say
It feels like my own hell
I wish I had some better words
To explain how I felt
But it's hard to help you breathe for air
When I can't breathe myself

And I can't break the chains that are holding me
I've learned to live them
But now I can see
This is who I'll be

Falling back into the same old patterns
That have always kept me safe
I'll remove myself from the world around me
And stay in here for days
'Cause it's better that than I face the world
And slowly waste away
'Cause I've tried my best
And I've come this far
Theres no one left to blame

And I can't break the chains that are holding me
I've learned to live them
But now I can see
This is who I'll be
And I can't face the fears that are haunting me
I've learned to live them
But now I can see
This is who I'll be

I can't believe I let myself
Ever fall this far
When all I ever did was use my heart
But it left me in the dark