Belle Haven The Blunt Lyrics

I will never be saved.
Call me the lead balloon, unfit to scale all of the torment,
Now left with even tangible scarring,
You did this to yourself, you did this to yourself,
Abducted by the transparent physician,
You are the lead balloon, you are the lead balloon,
The stench of heartache fills these rooms,
It emerges from all that confines me,
Underneath all these smiling costumes,
We're all tumbling further downward.
I have an affliction,
It seems that it's the talk of the town,
I have an affliction,
Am I forever shackled by this curse?
I can't liberate myself,
Am I here to help or to be helped?
I imagined it to be over by now, but it's not,
It at no time is, it at no time ends, persevering,
And as undying as ever,
A descending, indefinite void, gradually consuming me,
I resign myself; all the help I have ever been given whispers,
Atrophy, decline, downfall, degeneration,
I am the lead balloon, the end will fall upon me soon.
I am forever the onliest,
I did this to myself, I blame myself for this and
I will not forgive myself for what I've done.