Carla Stark Start Starting Lyrics

Emptiness fills me up whether it's night or day
Everyday of my life is lived as yesterday
I try to go on but end up facing a wall
Only a real ghost would go through it all

Loneliness keeps me warm in my bed at night
Everyday of my life is lived in complete fright
I try to reach out sometimes but end up more alone
I'm meant to be on my own

I have to stop stopping
I have to stop dreaming
I have to start starting
I have to start moving
I have to stop stopping
I have to stop hiding
I have to start starting
I have to start breathing

Sitting out my own life, I'm watching from above
Trying to fit in everybody else's gloves
I know for a fact I'm the only one to blame 
I need some help but would waste it if it came

The hole inside of me is getting bigger and bigger
The thoughts inside my head are darker and darker
I always run from the idea of hope
I wanna stay sad and mope

I have to stop stopping
I have to stop dreaming
I have to start starting
I have to start moving
I have to stop stopping
I have to stop hiding
I have to start starting
I have to start breathing

I'm trying hard to see that my future could be bright
I'm looking hard for the ray of light

I have to stop stopping
I have to stop dreaming
I have to start starting
I have to start moving
I have to stop stopping
I have to stop hiding
I have to start starting
I have to start breathing

I have to stop stopping
I have to stop dying
And now I start starting
And now I choose living
I have to stop stopping
I have to stop dying
And now I start starting
And now I choose living
I have to stop stopping
I have to stop dying
And now I start starting
And now I choose living