Sabita Mishra Ashes Of Love Left Behind Lyrics

It was a cold winter night
Miles and miles of snow and ice
Eerie silence like a deafening noise
Not a single soul in sight
I could feel the chill in my bones
Everything lost and long away from home
What used to be a castle of my relationships of love
All turned out to be lies and this cold dense fog
And just ashes now left behind
Of what used to be my life
And full of hurt and pain inside
And what I no longer can call mine
Like hell hath no fury
On this cold lonely wintery night

Far away I could see a glimmer of light
Coming from a bonfire burning far away in sight
As I got closer I could see
Another lonely soul just like me
His soul hurting just like mine
Reminding me of a familiar face from some other time
Like he had also lost everything in this world
I wondered to myself
What brought him here
To this God forsaken place tonight
Not meant for a soul to wander
On this cold winter night
Was it something like my story
Of life just happening
Where every person of your life
Turned out to be the same old story
All it took was one single spark to ignite
And your world came crumbling apart
And all your meaningful relationship's
And all your hard work gone in one single night
And one strong breeze is all it took
To break these bonds which I mistook
For love and strong that I had always treasured
As rarest treasures of my life
Turned out to be nothing but weak bonds
Held together by weak threads
And the havocing storm of my life
And you realize that in this life
Love is a two way street
It is not always about your religion
But also the religion on the other side
And then you wonder once again what is it about love and life
Something that felt so right
Why was it not meant to last
Is it pevious karma or distant past
Why is it that he sends them your way
As sadness that I feel in my heart
That refuses to go away
And even the tears had run dry and few hurt
That never should have happened
And no more words left to say

As I got closer it looked like a familiar face
From distant past a stranger I used to know
Long ago
And could not completely get out of my mind
And let go
No matter how hard I tried
This nagging feeling like I had known him for a long time
From some other place some other time
This familiar face
That I just could not place

As I moved closer to him I wondered
What was this pull that I had towards this stranger
Like I have known him for a long time this lone ranger
All alone just like me on this lonely night
With silent tears rolling down my eyes
Desparetely wanting to hold on to something tight
What was it that drew me to him
Like two strangers
Who have known each other
For a very long time
And all of their lives
Or maybe it was just two lost souls
Lost in this lonely crowd
Who had lost everything in this world
And not even a shoulder to lean on or cry
Trying to make sense of this cruel world
Where even the love of your life
Turned out to be your bankruptcies

As he looked up at me and smiled
I was lost forever in his eyes
I realized he was a familiar face from my past
Long time ago of love lost
We had once known each other
And had gone our separate ways
Here we were once again
After all these years
It's like life telling you it had come to a full circle again
And once again life had thrown us together
Into each other's arms is it forever
Like two strangers
Who had got lost in this bustling world
In this confusing journey called life as it unfolds
Some where along the way who had lost their way
About two people who always belonged together
About two people who were always meant for each other
Meant to kiss each other's pain away