On My Honor Tired Lyrics

I'm so tired
Of being conquered by
All the same old things
I want to hold my head up high
Just for today
Lately all the positive things that I say
Are just my way
Of making myself think I'm okay
I've got this voice inside my head
That says

I never deserve the things I need
I was meant to live my life alone
Nothing's ever good enough
Good enough for anyone
I never deserve the things I need
I was meant to live my life alone
Nothing's ever good enough
Good enough for anyone

Why can't I love myself
The way you say I should?
Why can't I overcome
Just like my heroes do?

What's wrong with me?
What's wrong?