Issue No 139 All I Knew Lyrics
All I Knew by Issue No. 139
I write this while I'm sitting
And wishing what I can do
I feel I'm slipping and I don't know who to reach out to
Somehow I've been consumed
Demons dancing in my head
Tellin' me it's not a difference
If it was another day
Go ahead,speak your peace
I've been locked here for weeks
The words are full and sor of reaching
I can't hear you speak
Self-suicide,that's between you and I
How can I survive
When it's me who lost the fault behind?
It fade away in black
Tell her I can make it back
To what I used to be
It's hard for me to do it back
Have some confidence'and some common sense
Knock me above right above my feet
Fuck,I'm up again
'How much can someone take
Until the day they can escape?
I don't wanna know
I swear I'm getting close
Still hate to say it
That I'm faking
That it shows
Searching,it's a shame
It's a shame
Still I got a way to make it through
Got to be ashamed
It's a shame,It's a shame
It's a shame
Still I got a way to make it through
Got to be ashamed
They say a guy gives his heart
To a battle 'strong as soul
I disagree
We all got borders up on our shoulders
And life is not a respect of persons
Or respect of a purpose
I understand your perception and I'm'for you
And If I could
I'd take the worry from you
But snce I can't
I'm staying with you and helping with these'
Heavy prices within the devil's skull
'So stop looking at your issues selfishly and'
Hard issues work together for our interest in this world
They say you'it's not intended for your benefit
All of these years
How didn't I see it?
Standing behind these paws
Never been so free
That's because of he
And I stand behind him all the time
Orchestrated by God
Now sing along
It's a shame,It's a shame
It's a shame
Still I got a way to make it through
Got to be ashamed
It's a shame,It's a shame
It's a shame
Still I found a way to make it through
Got to be ashamed
Still I came up with some inspiration
While'the verse when praying for God
To see the heaven in person
Who am I kidding?
I haven't stepped a foot inside a church
Since my momma cried
At the father's rehearse for the funeral service
Negative minds attract weak outcomes
I've been healing
...demons ar eplaying inside out thoughts
'finally a new eginning
Finally breathing
Like a 'not a commodity
Taken away by selfish reasons
Understand that I'm on the both side of the fence
'have some angry fans
And my final seconds are trying to find the right words
In God's protection
Of everything you've been thinking of
The devil lies upon the pain
It's time to find the truth
You feel me?
And wishing what I can do
I feel I'm slipping and I don't know who to reach out to
Somehow I've been consumed
Demons dancing in my head
Tellin' me it's not a difference
If it was another day
Go ahead,speak your peace
I've been locked here for weeks
The words are full and sor of reaching
I can't hear you speak
Self-suicide,that's between you and I
How can I survive
When it's me who lost the fault behind?
It fade away in black
Tell her I can make it back
To what I used to be
It's hard for me to do it back
Have some confidence'and some common sense
Knock me above right above my feet
Fuck,I'm up again
'How much can someone take
Until the day they can escape?
I don't wanna know
I swear I'm getting close
Still hate to say it
That I'm faking
That it shows
Searching,it's a shame
It's a shame
Still I got a way to make it through
Got to be ashamed
It's a shame,It's a shame
It's a shame
Still I got a way to make it through
Got to be ashamed
They say a guy gives his heart
To a battle 'strong as soul
I disagree
We all got borders up on our shoulders
And life is not a respect of persons
Or respect of a purpose
I understand your perception and I'm'for you
And If I could
I'd take the worry from you
But snce I can't
I'm staying with you and helping with these'
Heavy prices within the devil's skull
'So stop looking at your issues selfishly and'
Hard issues work together for our interest in this world
They say you'it's not intended for your benefit
All of these years
How didn't I see it?
Standing behind these paws
Never been so free
That's because of he
And I stand behind him all the time
Orchestrated by God
Now sing along
It's a shame,It's a shame
It's a shame
Still I got a way to make it through
Got to be ashamed
It's a shame,It's a shame
It's a shame
Still I found a way to make it through
Got to be ashamed
Still I came up with some inspiration
While'the verse when praying for God
To see the heaven in person
Who am I kidding?
I haven't stepped a foot inside a church
Since my momma cried
At the father's rehearse for the funeral service
Negative minds attract weak outcomes
I've been healing
...demons ar eplaying inside out thoughts
'finally a new eginning
Finally breathing
Like a 'not a commodity
Taken away by selfish reasons
Understand that I'm on the both side of the fence
'have some angry fans
And my final seconds are trying to find the right words
In God's protection
Of everything you've been thinking of
The devil lies upon the pain
It's time to find the truth
You feel me?