Alexander Stewart Reflection Lyrics

I'm walking fast
I keep my head down low
So I don't see myself
In any store windows

'Cause I know nobody else will notice
How hard I'm trying just to cope with
Hiding all of me in plain sight
While I'm dying inside

I'm crawling in my skin
Since I was a kid it's been like this
I don't know what it is
All my bones and all my clothes don't fit
Lost all of my self-affection
I've tried it all but nothings helping
Part of me
Wonders who I'll be
If I didn't hate my reflection

It's like my body
Keeps throwing punches how it taunts me
Changes and saying it don't want me
Waiting in the mirror for a sorry

I know nobody else will notice
How hard I'm trying just to cope with
Hiding all of me in plain sight
While I'm dying inside

I'm crawling in my skin
Since I was a kid it's been like this
I don't know what it is
All my bones and all my clothes don't fit
Lost all of my self-affection
I've tried it all but nothings helping
Part of me
Wonders who I'll be
If I didn't hate my reflection

If I didn't hate my reflection
It's the death of me
The parts I hate are all I see
Will I always be an enemy to me?

I'm crawling in my skin
Since I was a kid it's been like this
I don't know what it is
Why's it like my bones and clothes don't fit?