Public Alonely Lyrics

I can't get a hold, hold on myself
Tossin' and turnin', and screamin' for help
So much to say, so many words
But sometimes, you're lookin' so good that it hurts

I don't wanna lose you
Glad that I knew you
Don't wanna be with nobody else
There's nothing to say now
There's nowhere to say how
I feel like I created this whole mess
I hate it this way
I'll be okay
I guess I will stay a lonely ghost

I know I'm not right, I'm messed in the head
So, hurt me, desert me, just leave me for dead
I'm thinkin' 'bout thinkin', now my sun is shrinkin'
I know I can float, but I'm sinkin' instead

I don't wanna lose you
Glad that I knew you
Don't wanna be in my own head
There's nothing to say now
There's nowhere to say how
I feel like I created this whole mess
I hate it this way
I'll be okay
Yeah, knew it was good
But I threw it away
Is there nothing left
You'd like to say?
I guess I will stay a lonely ghost