Ryn Esla Holograms Lyrics

Big-mouthed, sad, dumb whore
But I don't wanna hurt my hands anymore
Hate's a lot like love
But I can't help but wonder why it's not enough

Am I finally grown up? Can I finally move on?
Let's take a walk, let's take a walk

What happened to my eyes?
Why are such things prettier?
I abandon my lies,
I'm begging to be near her
I'll get better, not just for you, but for me too
Tear me apart,
Eat out my heart

Selfish, fat disgrace
Now, I can't help but wonder what's really a waste
How am I so cruel?
Helpless, useless, play the fool

Can I finally grow up?
Do I finally move on?
Let's take a walk, let's take a walk, yeah

What happened to my eyes?
Why are such things prettier?
I abandon my lies,
I'm begging to be near her
I'll get better, not just for you, but for me too
Tear me apart,
Eat out my heart