Tim Vantol Mercy Will Kill Me Lyrics

I hang myself, but my rope was gone
Felt a bullet between my eyes, but I
Couldn't find my gun
And I swallowed all the pills I got
But those pills
Wouldn't let me sleep, I forgot
And I tried to find a bottle, but my whiskey
Was gone
I broke the bottle, to cut myself
Afraid of getting to deep, so it
Didn't help
A plastic bag around my neck, I wish I could find the leak
And I
Filled the bath, but I forgot the plug
Took a deep breath, but I choked by the
First drop
And as long there isn't someone who could help me down
I'll keep
Trying to knock myself into the ground
Well I'll try to, but my job is
Done
Feel the pain in my chest, now my courage is all gone
And I wish there
Was something you could do, but if you did, oh I owe you
There would be
Nothing I could do to help you
There would be nothing I could do
And as long
There isn't someone who could help me down
I'll keep trying to knock myself
Into the ground
And as long there isn't someone who could help me down
I'll
Keep trying to knock myself into the ground