Jus Daze Reflection Lyrics
Reflection by Jus Daze
[Intro:]
I hear you don't know who you are
And yet I can't help staring!
Looking at my childhood pictures
Thinking to myself, 'where you've been, lone nigga?'
Now you're much bigger when you lost innocence
Thoughts of myself, looking in a mirror, innocence!
I grew up, always thinking, what if I blew up?
Every week a new cut, every night a new slut,
Well, that life is a lonely road
But ironically, that's the only one I know!
Yo, I remember family dinner on Sunday
Full stomach, early to bed to wake up Monday.
Now I'm doing shows, taking pictures on the runway
Sounds like you're living the life!
Yeah, some say!
But I rather munch mom's spaghetti
And getting yelled to come in, 'Darius dinner's ready!'
Instead of walking a road where my soul is unsteady
And the justice got a load on its shoulders...
Yeah, and just ... like a rapper
Also Darius is closing another chapter
Of my life... and stone with a hammer
I'm build to those natural, no need to act up!
See, I know that most of the time showed that
Always in front of cameras, my life is in Kodak
Years of my life wasted, I want those back!
Still staring at these childhood pictures throw back.
I go black, I forgot where I was
Wrist locked to the... like I'm riding in cuffs
Life's jail, playing game is...
I'm confined to my bars, cause I'm liking the buzz
Eyes hurt, cause these tears are like crying with blood.
Memories clear... when shining on..
Do I think better or clever? None of the above!
I'm just trying to remember who the fuck I was!
I lost my old bitch, say good bye to numerous friends
Lost money doing shows, also made a couple ends
Also made a couple friends, for how long? Who knows?!
If you're in the same boat with me, then cool those
Well wishes, I do those, instead of wish back
Especially since it seems to make more enemies mad
See, I'm glad most of the time for all of my shine
And I get to perform on my prime and get home in the grind
That's fine!
But I get to see what it's like close
And I put my soul on a thin line and walk a tight rope
See, I ain't a .. which kinda holds me back,
But I ain't a quitter either, so what's less bad?
To remember my childhood and the innocence I had
And rip myself to pieces while summoning it back,
Or stab someone in the back to move up fast,
I'm cut from a different cloth, that's who I am!
I hear you don't know who you are
And yet I can't help staring!
Looking at my childhood pictures
Thinking to myself, 'where you've been, lone nigga?'
Now you're much bigger when you lost innocence
Thoughts of myself, looking in a mirror, innocence!
I grew up, always thinking, what if I blew up?
Every week a new cut, every night a new slut,
Well, that life is a lonely road
But ironically, that's the only one I know!
Yo, I remember family dinner on Sunday
Full stomach, early to bed to wake up Monday.
Now I'm doing shows, taking pictures on the runway
Sounds like you're living the life!
Yeah, some say!
But I rather munch mom's spaghetti
And getting yelled to come in, 'Darius dinner's ready!'
Instead of walking a road where my soul is unsteady
And the justice got a load on its shoulders...
Yeah, and just ... like a rapper
Also Darius is closing another chapter
Of my life... and stone with a hammer
I'm build to those natural, no need to act up!
See, I know that most of the time showed that
Always in front of cameras, my life is in Kodak
Years of my life wasted, I want those back!
Still staring at these childhood pictures throw back.
I go black, I forgot where I was
Wrist locked to the... like I'm riding in cuffs
Life's jail, playing game is...
I'm confined to my bars, cause I'm liking the buzz
Eyes hurt, cause these tears are like crying with blood.
Memories clear... when shining on..
Do I think better or clever? None of the above!
I'm just trying to remember who the fuck I was!
I lost my old bitch, say good bye to numerous friends
Lost money doing shows, also made a couple ends
Also made a couple friends, for how long? Who knows?!
If you're in the same boat with me, then cool those
Well wishes, I do those, instead of wish back
Especially since it seems to make more enemies mad
See, I'm glad most of the time for all of my shine
And I get to perform on my prime and get home in the grind
That's fine!
But I get to see what it's like close
And I put my soul on a thin line and walk a tight rope
See, I ain't a .. which kinda holds me back,
But I ain't a quitter either, so what's less bad?
To remember my childhood and the innocence I had
And rip myself to pieces while summoning it back,
Or stab someone in the back to move up fast,
I'm cut from a different cloth, that's who I am!