Traitors Mental State Lyrics

Long dead persevered like a callus
I wonder how long I'll have this
Will to live I'm starting to give in
The people around me are so fake and ridden with malice
Or so it seems
Is it all just me?
It was all a dream.

I wanna scream (?)
My mental state is starting to catch up with me
Walked off and pissed off I'm tired of shit talk
When does this end for me?

I trusted you and I see you took me for a fool
You must be confused
I wonder down a crooked path
I can't believe what I've become (I've become)
Alone and suffering (alone and suffering)
(And lately)
To everyone else it looks like nothing
And everything's your fucking fault

And I bet you think that this is all my fault
But I can't help but feel, that you've taught me wrong
What you've taught me wrong

I am never wrong
Everything's your fault

I can't tell what's real
Between reality and what I feel
It's all such a mess in my head
I can't tell what's real
Between reality and what I feel
It's all such a mess in my head