Slug Christ I Been Tryna Get Clean Lyrics

[Intro]
Yeah, yeah, what
See I been tryna get clean
I wonder if she's proud of me
See I been tryna get clean for those around me
'Cause there's nothing within me worth protecting

[Verse 1]
Fuck a shield 'cause there's nothing worth protecting
You was the one thing that always kept me going now it's gone
I can't do it for myself
No I can't do it for myself
I don't think I'm worthy of her help
I don't think I'm worthy of this good help
I think it's been long past due
Always thought it'd be me before you
I wonder if you'd tell me I'm proud of you

[Chorus x2]
See I been tryna get clean
I won't burden anybody else but me
I wonder if she's proud of me
I still always wonder if she's proud of me

[Verse 2]
I never felt bliss enough
The tip of my tongue to the bottom of my toes
Heaven
Blasting through God himself through no-one but me
Yeah I been tryna get clean
See I been tryna get clean

[Chorus]
See I been tryna get clean
I won't burden anyone else but me (just me, just me)
I wonder if she's proud of me
I still always wonder if she's proud of me