Desolated Relapse Lyrics

Trapped in this wicked mind
Relapse it's a matter of time
The end seems so far
I've tried so fucking hard
I bane this fucking plague
Goddamn I can't escape
Since birth, blessed with a curse
Back to this place again

These eyes on the back on my mind
It's only a matter of time
Too many voices in my head
I think it's time I up and left
I wish I'd shut the door
I wish I had it all
I upred and left

Can't ever explain these traits
Never escape
The end will it come?
It's been so fucking long
How long will I have to wait
I know you can't relate
I want to be alone
It's about time, I want to change

My mind's a prison and I'm doing time
Nothing's ok and I'll never be fine
Too many times in this fucking place
What is next ? Bring forth the end OUH!