Nena Anderson Beyond The Lights Lyrics

I'm searching in the darkness
There is more than I can see
I can't feel anymore and the wine blinds me
And numbs my heart some more
So when I'm here, I let the stage drown me
So that I can't see beyond the lights

I can't see beyond the lights
There isn't anybody in the front row that I know
So when I'm here
I let the stage drown me
So that I can't see beyond the lights

Out there are heartaches and responsibilities
That my heart just can't take anymore
There is nothing that I want and nothing I can have
That will help me to see what I ain't seen before

I don't want to see
What lies beyond the first few rows anymore
I can't see beyond the lights