Iron Chic Ruinous Calamity Lyrics

Alone with the thoughts in my head
They're buzzing like flies again
Swarming this corpse of a man
And that's all I am
And all I've ever been
The how and the why and the when
It's all I know
And knowing's a curse in itself

[Chorus]
Yeah, I just don't know what to do
I can lie to myself
But I can't lie to you
When all our dreams are dead
I'll start living again
I'll start telling the truth

I'd like to be sleeping instead
But this floor isn't soft like a bed
It's all I know
And knowing's a means to an end

[Chorus]
Yeah, I just don't know what to do
I can lie to myself
But I can't lie to you
When all our dreams are dead
I'll start living again
I'll start telling the truth

As hard as I try to pretend
This is all I am
And all that I will be again